In need of a short and sweet escape.

I literally have no time! No time for myself not even to lay down and have a reading session with a nice cup of coffee. Not even a page!
I've been caught up with too many stuffs right now that I hardly breath and think wise. The play, thesis, presentation, assignments ....I'm about to pengsan right now. Haihh. Stressful sebab dalam hati meronta-ronta to get out awayyyyy from this place and breath. (Read: Beach) Please? Someone? Anywhere? No one? K. Tapi bila fikir balik, its not that stressful pun. Normal lah life as student. Cuma ada perasaaan yang rasa nak lari jauh jauh kejap  je kejap je dan tak nak fikir semua ni. Tak nak hadapi kenyataan yang kerja semakin banyak and dateline semakin hampir. Tu je.
Yet, to whom it may concern, I just want to let you know that no matter how much stuffs I'm copping with right now, no even a day passed without me thinking of you . God know how I miss you everyday (yaa being cheesy now bare with me )and how I wish you'd be here every time I get tense up so that u could sooth me up with your magic! Hihi. Ok done membebel. Back to work.

So it's holiday.

Hola! I' m at the middle of the semester break yeyeye. So cuti lah walaupun tak pergi mana mana pun. Been spending most of the day at home , to be specific in my room. Ye, it sounds pathetic but you haven't met my room yet! Its so dark so gloomy that you wanna stay in the bed your whole life.
Know what, I've promised myself that I'll be using the holiday to do my thesis but well...I lied. Haha. It kills me everytime I think about my thesis but still I do nothing about it. I guess I need something/someone to motivate/paksa/monitor/marah me. Haha yes I need you! (read: my boyfriend)
If you're reading this I pray for you to get well very very soon and let me be the only one yang boleh  mengada-ngada bila demam. Hihi.

And the last battle begins

Nothing much happened today. Life all dull without you cewah. Just went out to grab my late lunch and dinner. Had a little argument with a friend but we're okay now. So yah. tomorrow will be my very first day for the final semester. Setip kali first day untuk sem baru memang kena gelabah macam sekarang ni aaaaaaaa but since this is the very last sem for my BA, so I am allowed to freak out a little more than before. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA ok dah. So for this final sem, I hope I'll get to finish my thesis very very soon dengan cemerlangnya bukan main cukup syarat je and score the subjects of course. Also I hope by the end of this semester, I will find out or at least have the idea on what I'll be doing when I leave the uni later haha. Its hard to believe that I'm gonna leave my uni life, uni friends and all the routine in few months AAAAAAAAAAAAAA ok dah. But deep down somehow I hope all this will be finished sooner than expected haha. Apa benda sebenarnya yang kau cuba sampaikan ni. Nak habis degree cepat sebab nak kahwin letew. Eh.

Hello Mello

Been so long since the last time I wrote for nothing. Heh. Done so much writing all this while but only for the sake of the freaking assignments.
I used to write when I'm upset coz I like how writing can make you feel so powerful that you can write anything about those things that bother you. Like if you're mad with someone, obviously you can't bite off his/her head in real life but you can write about biting off his/her head. Isn't that awesome? Its like some kind of therapy I would say. So yea here I am deciding to write again. Just for this case, I'm not sad or in need of biting off someone's head. Haha. No. I am writing again because I am now the happiest girl in this planet and I want to share it with the whole universe how happy I am now.

I'm just happy.