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Dia

DIA
by unknown

"Semua asyik bertanya.
Kau pastikah? Betul-betul pasti kah? 

Aku naik menyampah. Memang aku tidak pasti apa yang Tuhan hidang untuk aku esok-esok.
Dan aku tidak pasti hidup berdua itu bagaimana sebenar-benarnya.
Tapi dalam tiap senyum , tiap gelak, tiap nangis, tiap marah, tiap sakit, tiap payah,
Aku mahu dengan dia.

Kalau hidup ini sial, biar aku lapah sial itu dengan dia.
Kalau aku jadi buruk, biar aku buruk dengan dia.
Kalau dia perengus, biar aku yang hadap rengus dia,
Aku tak pasti bahagia takat mana tapi dalam tiap-tiap tapak kaki aku memanjat mencarinya.

Aku pasti aku mahu dia ada."

Trust

Hari ini aku masih percaya sepenuh hati.
Tolong ya jangan beri sebab untuk aku berhenti.

Of an insane week

Minggu yang gila.

Hujung minggu, datang lekas. 

Beri ruang aku bernafas.

Gulai lemak kuning FTW!

I come to realize that whenever I went out for lunch and makan nasi campur, gulai lemak kuning would be the first lauk that I'll be looking for. Bagilah 100 jenis lauk pun, yang kuning-kuning jugak yang dicari. Lunch would never be lunch without gulai kuning. To whoever invented gulai lemak kuning, you had my heart.

Gulai lemak kuning for the win!
 Hm k lapar.

In need of a short and sweet escape.

I literally have no time! No time for myself not even to lay down and have a reading session with a nice cup of coffee. Not even a page!
I've been caught up with too many stuffs right now that I hardly breath and think wise. The play, thesis, presentation, assignments ....I'm about to pengsan right now. Haihh. Stressful sebab dalam hati meronta-ronta to get out awayyyyy from this place and breath. (Read: Beach) Please? Someone? Anywhere? No one? K. Tapi bila fikir balik, its not that stressful pun. Normal lah life as student. Cuma ada perasaaan yang rasa nak lari jauh jauh kejap  je kejap je dan tak nak fikir semua ni. Tak nak hadapi kenyataan yang kerja semakin banyak and dateline semakin hampir. Tu je.
Yet, to whom it may concern, I just want to let you know that no matter how much stuffs I'm copping with right now, no even a day passed without me thinking of you . God know how I miss you everyday (yaa being cheesy now bare with me )and how I wish you'd be here every time I get tense up so that u could sooth me up with your magic! Hihi. Ok done membebel. Back to work.

So it's holiday.

Hola! I' m at the middle of the semester break yeyeye. So cuti lah walaupun tak pergi mana mana pun. Been spending most of the day at home , to be specific in my room. Ye, it sounds pathetic but you haven't met my room yet! Its so dark so gloomy that you wanna stay in the bed your whole life.
Know what, I've promised myself that I'll be using the holiday to do my thesis but well...I lied. Haha. It kills me everytime I think about my thesis but still I do nothing about it. I guess I need something/someone to motivate/paksa/monitor/marah me. Haha yes I need you! (read: my boyfriend)
If you're reading this I pray for you to get well very very soon and let me be the only one yang boleh  mengada-ngada bila demam. Hihi.